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The Reduction Diaries

The diaries of a woman shedding 57% of her body weight by December 24, 2006. She'll also be shedding clutter, bad habits, toxic people, and probably a few tears along the way.

Age: 30

Height: 5'9

Starting Weight: 381 LBS

Goal Weight: 165 LBS

Total Planned Loss: 216 LBS
or... 57% of start weight

September 26 2005 Weigh In
360 LBS

Percentage Of Goal Reached

Exercise Goal: To be walking 65 Minutes a day by December 1, 2005

Current Exercise: Trying To Walk 15 Minutes A Day

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Sunday, May 22, 2005

Ugh

So tell me folks, those of you who are struggling with the Demon Otherwise Known As Emotional Eating... is it just me? Or is it really the case that when you try to stop eating to numb your pain, more pain just comes flying down the chute towards you?

I mean... I'm just sitting here in dumbfoundedness. Yes, I made that word up. Whatever. It's just such a feeling of flabbergastedness. I thought things had been hurting just plenty... but it really feels like even more crap is coming down the pike now that I'm so determined to deal with things instead of stuffing them down inside me.

Even worse is the sudden compulsion to drink, or sniff glue, or rejoin the online gaming world. Which I can recognize as a pathetic bid for the return to cocoonity. Okay look, I make up words. Just work with it. I'm having enough trouble saying what's going on without making sure it's actually in English. ;-) Anyway, instead of "just" trying not to overeat, it feels like all of a sudden I'm having to battle cravings all over the board for nasty things that make me feel all nice and numb.

Not an auspicious start to the week, I must say!

posted by The Reductionist @ 11:02 PM ::.. |